So I'm M.I.A which I'm convincing myself is a good thing. I'm 20 years old and I need to be out having a life. If I sat home every night and blogged- as Dane Cook would say- Nice to meet you, I'm a red flag.
Unfortunately, I'm not having a lot of luck with my social life lately. Actually, it's sucking a lot. Improving, but still sort of in the toilet. For one thing, I'm incredibly awkward ESPECIALLY around guys. I have a knack for meeting all the wrong people, at the wrong time, and saying the wrong thing. WHY?!
Let's analyze: I know I have a dry, sarcastic (read:bitchy) sense of humor- I know it can be threatening. I know I'm loud, outspoken, and unabashed. I know that (aside from this) I seem to be pretty sure of who I am. I know I have a big heart, but I'm damn good at keeping it guarded. I know people who dont know me, just dont "get" me. I know I seem mean, but I swear I'm not.
I feel like I want to fall off the face of the earth. I feel like everyone I know loves to hate me, with the exception of my friends. I dont understand why, and I'm not going to lie- straight up- it hurts my feelings. I hate that people love to hate me- being that person is a terrible thing.
Another referrence for the Dane Cook fans- I feel like "the Karen"
FML.
Laurence is a girl's name in French...
- Laurence
- Howell, New Jersey
- I'm twenty-one, full of aspirations and dreams. I'm planning on a transfer of school comes 2010 and this is the story of what it takes to prepare yourself mentally, financially, emotionally, and even physically to move to THE CITY. I have an interesting immigration situation, a terrible work environment (which I'm trying to change), I am relationship and commitment challenged, and I specialize in shopping. I'm extremely sarcastic, but I'm outgoing and I love people of all walks of life, which is why I'm planning on moving to Williamsburg, BK!
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